​MannatSpeak | Clarity ​​​​​in Relationship

Clarity in relationship

He was the kind off guy who, as the world would rightly define, was ‘free’ and independent. What he never wanted was to get bogged down with the commitment of being in a relationship, taking up the responsibility of another individual altogether. Not that he would be unfaithful, but he just didn’t want to promise about the feelings that weren’t there. Or lie about the amount of love and attentionhe could never give.

Even though he was a guy who wouldn’t stress his mind over issues he fathomed useless; his conscience never altered. He believed time and effort shouldn’t be wasted on mending relations, instead only work is worth it. 

But this was His belief till he met Her. Or well She met Him. 

It wasn’t a story of “love at first sight” nor was he so struck by her looks. Yet there was something about the innocent attire that she wore that evening, with messy hair all over her face, which made him stare across the hall at a girl who was frantically moving her hands in the air, with a smile which showed more teeth than there could possibly be. 

Image result for teenager boy girlOh he got to shake hands with the girl with an unpolished grace and how when she told him her name, it kept echoing in his mind till the next morning. Later that night all that he could not do was get his mind to stop going back to her. What was it about her? He wondered, that he was so intrigued.

His thoughts even while having fun and being out with his friends, went back to her. 

He was fascinated by the way she carried herself, so effortlessly, even her clumsy naturehe seemed to smile upon.  Most of all, he was attracted to the way she was different than the rest who would always drool over him, tell him things he would like. Not her, she wasn’t the usualshe was adorable rather! Saying everything BUT what was necessary. Someone he could act himself with and not care of what was portrayed because she was just the same. He wanted to unveil what she hid: knowing she was a girl who hadn’t been with everybody and wouldn’t be with just anybody.

There was a certain aura around her that he drew positivity from even, during times of distress. Her smile could literally, lighten his mood and curl up his lips. Moreover, for the very first time when a girl looked in his eyes, he gazed back with a profound look.

What had happened to him all of a sudden? His friends, too saw a change that they couldn’t understand. What had this girl done to him- they failed to see the guy in him, they apparently knew their entire life. They were both amazed and proud just as He was. 

Suddenly she occupied a place in his mind at every hour of the day. Surprising, as it seemed for a guy whose priorities were many things but a girl. However, no other girl had made his heart ache for good. No other girl was His girl.  

He would still remember the day, He saw His phone ring, the caller id flashing Her name as he answered, the sweet voice filling his ears, on the other hand her words occupying all his senses. She told him that she was falling for him and as soon as she said it, his past flashed in front of him, he felt like he was in familiar territory. Yet this time the clouds of yesterday withered away.

It was Her, from the beginning, who he needed. And he knew it in his heart, that the wanderer of a person he used to be, was long gone. And his life would never be the same. 

Because ever so slowly and unexpectedly; he too was falling for her. caller id flashing Her name as he answered the sweet voice filling his ears, on the other hand, her words taking over all his senses. She told him that she was falling for him and as soon as she said it, his past flashed infront of him, he felt hesitant, like he was in familiar territory. Yet this time the clouds of yesterday withered away.

It was Her, from the beginning, who he needed. And he knew it in his heart, that the wanderer of a person he used to be, was long gone. And his life would never be the same. 

Because ever so slowly and unexpectedly; he too was falling for her.

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